Apparently xanga is the place to let out any verbal agression one may have... instead Ive decided to put up two of my past poems I think discribe farely well how Ive been feeling lately...

#1-
Forsaken me
what have I done
Black magic and a serpents tongue
im a monster
spouting lies and rage
Im a destroyer
breaking hearts with my plague
a kiss and ive done it all in
what ive done to you is much more than just sin
"Blood is my paint, my canvas is you,
my tool is your viens, emotions my glue"
my void has been filled
im a malevolent beast
i cry inside
as i continue to feast
as the depression builds
I swallow it down
forgievness is now
an incohesive sound
I, a demonic dragon
You, a valient knight
cut me, kill me
out of mind, out of sight.
© David J M Bielewicz

#2-
a victim of intangeable bliss
my pulsating ball of blood's been
poisond by your incorrodable kiss

it starts from a wind barried
deep within your lung
then gathers sweet venom
oozing around your tongue

now a shivering sense of eden
begins to fill my soul
your effect will continue
until it has spread ten-fold

now my heart begins to break
the change is subtle at first
but with each increasing pulse
my desire becomes an unquenchable thirst

you pull away firmly with lip-gloss
dripping from your lips
and you notice him watching
as i fall between your hips

my veins now pump with jealousy
as you hold him in your arms
and rage will fill he rest of me
as you tease him with your charms

my sanity has forsaken me
im a pile of tears and pain
our memories will desolve
your kiss has driven me insane.
© David J M Bielewicz

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